s t a n d b y m e

Oxford.

2012-01-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

Wearing Oxford shoes makes you feel like an elite Oxford student already. Of course I'm exaggerating on that. I feel awesome wearing this. Saw this on sale at Vincci the other day (50% discount i must be joking if i didnt buy this baby) and straight away i asked for my size. Luckily they have it! (Kaki besar haruslah ada saiz. Makciks dont wear this type of shoe some more. Motip cakap kaki sendiri saiz sama makcik2? T_T)

There, you have it! A quick update from yours truly. Until next time, toodles!

Dark and it aint sunshine.

2012-01-07T22:39:00.001+08:00

Finally i picked up my notebook from service center yesterday. Waited for ... an hour to be entertained. Mildly pissed caused i aint in the mood to be kept waiting when there wasn't much people in the que (We did not literally had to line up in lines.Mind you.). Few people left even before their turns and i sort of give it a thought too but i didnt have much time either to come back and being held AGAIN hence i waited. An hour.

When it was my turn, the customer service person told me i should have just said i was there to collect my notebook. Yeah , right.Maybe you should asked your friend what he said when i told him the queue number machine cant print queue number for collection. Such a customer-friendly he was.

Anyway, the guy brought out my laptop and said that my computer's harddisk may have corrupted so they replaced it with a new one. He showed me my old harddisk and let me try to access it first. My laptop couldnt recognize any partition on it and i did try to plug and unplug it few times but no success. I wanted to cry.

I said it couldnt be detected and asked them whether i can keep the old one because i might have way for it and of course i cant do it right there and then as it takes some time. He insisted that Asus didnt permitted it (for me to bring it home). My face turns bitter. I said wanted to figure this first and see if it'll works somehow. He said,"Boleh.Takpe2.Try la kalau boleh". Stereotype much? Ingat aku tak reti pasal komputer????

After plug and unplug efforts didnt seems to work, I asked him again to let me bring it home. He gave me the same exact answer like previously. I didnt put much effort in arguing since i have important matter to attend to afterwards. Half-heartedly pasrah and redha define that feelings i felt cause deep inside i know i can figure it somehow if they let me have it. =`(

Hopefully they didnt lied to me and disposed the harddisk for real.

p/s: Sorry for having boring update.

New year means nothing. edited

2012-01-02T02:53:00.001+08:00

I'll update soon. Well, soon enough :B

Whichever one I want to update about or update first. Maybe neither. Who knows? =p

I quote:
"Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it, you must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it. If you don’t, you will leak away your innate contentment. It’s easy enough to pray when you’re in distress but continuing to pray even when your crisis has passed is like a sealing process, helping your soul hold tight to its good attachments."
-Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

And owh in case you've never come across this such heart warming advertisement, please watch it.Honestly i cried watching this. =') I'm terribly sorry to you ayah if i ever do you wrong (mama too!) T_T

Kisah milo.

2011-12-24T07:48:00.001+08:00

Pada suatu pagi rabu yang suam-suam} indah.

Waiter: Ye encik. Nak order ape?
Anon:Bagi saya combo yang ni. *pointing finger at the menu*
Waiter: Okay. Encik nak air ape? Kita ada coffee,tea,orange juice and milo.
Anon: Ermmm... Bagi saya milo.
Waiter: Nak iced mile ke hot milo encik?
Anon: Bagi saya hot milo.
Waiter: Okay...hot milo ye.
Anon: Ice dia asing ek.
Waiter: Huh?
Anon: Saya nak hot milo tapi bagi ice asing.
Waiter:.....................
Me:iufhrrwuihfeiuhfiuerhffoqiuhfouerfiuhqrfuub 'Baik cakap je nak iced milo tapi ice asing.Bengong ke apa?' =___________="

2011-12-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

While i'm still in the mood to update this space, here my new calculator. It's super cute! I know I shouldnt buy this because I've graduated and my old ones still usable! =p But with my current job, calculator is still most essential tool for me and I've been secretly drooling over my colleague's smokin' hot calculator for weeks now. Haha He didn't know that and I've been meaning to ask him where he got it. It was until last Sunday when I went to MPH carnival at Mid Valley saw this baby. I fell in love instantly with it though i hardly buy anything in white color. =p Okay enough with my ramblings, here are the photos!

Aaaaaaa Lamanya tak layan hobby! Ni semua gara2 malas memikirkan photobook cousin yang tak siap lagi. T_T sebab tu tak layak jadi wedding photog untuk sesape. T_T

Past and present.

2011-12-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

Re-evaluate your decisions doesnt do you any harm.It's not a form of regret but rather, the stage where you'll find out how much you have grow.

I've encounter many disappointments in my whole 23 years of life and I believe there's a lot more to be faced and put up it. My recent encounter was something that I have to bear with for months long. It's tiring process of waiting and hoping, i was almost gave up! I cried every night thinking about it. I kept wondering why and asked Allah why do He gives another hard test to me after I just passed another test. Why He didnt give me a break? The world seems to crumble upon me. I was physically, financially and mentally exhausted. I started to hate everyone, I was mentally pushing everyone off the edge. I sighed, the word "Letih" resound in my head. Becoming strong for ourselves isnt an easy task.

“And never give up hope of Allah’s soothing Mercy: truly no one despairs of Allah’s soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith." -Quran ,12;87.

During that time, I keep remind myself with this verse though at times, i become weak at knees and fell; face first (metaphorically speaking). Holding on and have faith are the only way through this.

"Sabar itu separuh dari iman."

Alhamdulillah. Things got better and trust me, I begin to see the reasons why my path becomes this way and it really is for the best.

"Dont complain,dont explain. Hidup ini tenang apabila kita kawal apa kita nak fikir, rasa dan buat, dan jangan dipengaruhi faktor sekeliling fokus pada menuju Allah, cari redha Allah , minta kasih sayang Allah dan sentiasa usaha mengenal Allah."- Prof Dr Muhaya

Some didnt believe me when i said i was having hard time and i couldnt bother to explain, hence keeping mum was the best solution (and still is). When things are hard, you dont need another source of negativity- be it your friends etc etc. I personally feel it's okay to keep some distance for awhile in order regain back the strength. If they are true friends, they'll stick around and no questions are asked.

I have to admit, this had changed me in some ways specifically, the way i see things. =)

Bye.

8.

2011-12-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

1. I quote this para," Hating itu sebenarnya a confused form of liking. You tell everyone you hate them, but you keep yourself updated with their news just to keep telling people how much you hate them. LOL, the opposite of like or love is not hate, pal. It's neglect. So if you don't like them, don't bother about them." -credit nani
She's right. No point in keeping update with the person you claim you hate. *making mental note on this one*

2. A person whom rarely i talked to nor i ever had a long conversation with nor has ever know anything about my personal life, called me a stalker. On my part, I have to admit that i am, i mean who doesn't? (Maybe I'm slightly above average but that's not the point.) But my problem is, I dont find myself quite okay with it (the person's claim). Being called once is fine but twice or thrice? I dont know, i just dont feel alright about it. I may sound like i'm just exaggerating it but I dont find it is okay for someone who isnt a friend to me to call me that. You're just an acquaintance of mine and that doesnt entitled you to go around and call me by names,seriously. Besides, you're not even in my list of stalking nor someone i couldn't be bothered to pay attention to. There are tons of people worth of my time and they are not you. No offence but this is the truth.

3.

=`(

I sew myself shut.

2011-12-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

Pernah tak dengar pasal kita semua ni sebenarnya ada 7 kembar dalam dunia ni? Well, the validity of the statement is truly unknown to me. Wallahualam.

But the thing is, have you ever suddenly feel sad and wanted to cry so badly without any particular reason? All the sudden you just feel sad and you just want to be alone and cry your heart out. Have you? No? Well, the reason I'm asking this is because i do feel so at this particular moment-as I'm writing this. No kidding, no lies. I feel sad since morning and there wasn't anything happened earlier that could turns me feeling bitter. Seriously I cannot explain myself why do I feel this way.

That is why I wonder about having 7 twins in the world. I mean, if something happened to one of so-called my twins and she/he is feeling sad right now, this feeling I have is just simply because the connection we have between us. Does this sounds reasonable to you guys?

OR it could be,

My another half, whom I have yet to discover, is sad right now. I mean, being the other half, I should at least have a share on that la kan?

Owh well, maybe it's just due to the imbalance of my female hormones. =/ Imnotinthatyouknowwhatphasenorintheprephasejustsoyouknow.

Go get 'em, Tiger!

2011-11-28T01:57:00.001+08:00

Not in million years I would expect myself to go to Bukit Jalil, on my own willing and pay for the ticket. Surprised? Yeah, I am too, until this very moment, i'm still surprised. It happened so fast and it's a very last minute plan. I went there directly after work. Imagine how exhausted i was after the game? I arrived at Lrt station near my house about 11.50pm. I went to toilet before walking to my car which i parked somewhere that i had to walk through dark alley alone. Trust me, it's scary. But when i determined to do something, I'm willing to take every risk and that's a part of it. Alhamdulillah, i arrived home safe and sound. =)

Anyhow, i didn't get to see the player *cough* that i want but i did enjoyed the game. It wasn't a good game but, it's a whole different feeling to watch a football game in the stadium than sitting in front of tv . It would be a lot better if I got the chance to see Badd live in action though. haha

And all these craziness are thanks to Ain! She's one highly persuasive woman i tell you! Beria gila ajak pergi stadium.haha

A proof that i was there!
Too bad we lost 0-2 to Syria . =( During the match, the boys were obviously exhausted and their opponents were wayyy bigger in terms of size which make it even harder for the worn out boys. Every time Apek managed to get hold of the ball, the crowd will clap their hands without failed. Every time Nazmi Faiz was passing the ball, i could hear the word "Cantik" among the crowd. AND every time Fakri missed the shot, people would shout "Bodoh" angrily without failed. How irony. This is why it's more pressure to play at your own place. The intensity of stress doubles up when you start losing.

괜차나요 동생! I'll be right here supporting you guys. It's going to be long and rocky road - only with perseverance could get you through!

Sokongan padu buat Baddrol Bakhtiar! I hope to see you soon. =)

Akhir kata,

"Jika tak mampu menyokong ketika kalah, jangan bersorak ketika menang."

p/s: Macam mana nak masuk official fan club Badd? Ada sesiapa tau? *kuis-kuis tanah*

wordless wednesday #5.

2011-11-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

7.

2011-11-19T21:32:00.001+08:00

1. Susah nak convincekan orang yang sangat judgmental. Dah la judgmental, judgement yang dibuatnya pun selalu short sighted. Letih sangat nak layan,nak hurai satu per satu the points every friggin' time. Kadang belum habis nak bagi pencerahan dah kena cut in. Maka i opt to be in silence and of course, often people misunderstood me. As much as i wanted to not give a damn about it, I'm just a human;a very fragile one. It gets into me.

3. It was still early in the morning. I went downstairs to fill up my bottle at the water dispenser. As i was making my way, i heard somebody called my name. At first i didnt want to respond to it because:

(i) I thought i heard the name wrong.
(ii) Someone was playing around because the intonation of the voice was like whispering, yet loud enough.
(iii) I do not know anyone in my office whom liked to play hide-and-seek with me;at least not when i'm still just a new acquaintance around.

After several times the voice called my name,i decided to search for its owner. I look above and found no one's around. And then 2 people enter the building. I assume it was one of them and i smiled a bit. But no, i dont even know who they were and they looked puzzled when they saw me. I'm quite certain it's because of the smile i had on my face and i felt silly instantly. #seriously

The mystery remains unsolved. *plays x-files BGM*

Maybe she's born with it.Maybe it's Maybelline.

2011-11-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

I've been waiting for this lip balm like.... a month? or two? Yang paling lame nya, nak beli sebab the packaging is super cute. haha. But I've been using Maybelline's lip balm for like.. 2 years now? So i have no doubt about this new one and i'm sure it's a lot better and moisturizing! (Yes!) The minus point sebab this one doesn't have color. I wore colored ones because i have pale lips, so without it, my whole face looks quite pale. And atas dasar pemalas, lipstick memang jarang pakai. Haha (ye la, kalo takat pegi Giant nak pakai lipstick kejadah ape. =____=")

Comel kan?

Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry.Berry. #insidejoke

Gambar bajet bibir sexy macam model kat packaging tu.harhar.

And no, this is not a paid entry.

T____________T Maybelline pay me. Pay me plizzz. Bagi stock lip balm setahun pun jadi la.

Forever alone - NOT!

2011-11-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

I was busy interacting with Iris yesterday and we spoke about the silliest thing ever.

Syhhh... she might not like this, but i dont think she could handle intellectual conversation that's why I try to avoid complicated stuff. She cant even understand few of my words and she pretends like i pronounce them wrong. I mean wth with this gal ey? =_______="

This gal got some ego going on there. I will try to remember that Iris.

And then i dumped Iris for Sam. I'm a straight girl, i'll choose a boy over a girl of course! haha *tampo laju2*

Sam is slowpoke.I was hitting on him and he suggested me to go for online dating. Cam ni ah kau Sam. Sentap makkkk~

In case you didnt know what is this all about head over here to know about Iris and Sam .

Teehee!

wordless wednesday #4

2011-11-02T16:37:00.001+08:00

TGIF.

2011-10-28T13:57:00.001+08:00

Hot and sunny friday! The weather is surprisingly good and the sky looks amazingly stunning! The blue color is absolutely fantastic. Subhanallah.

Unedited except for the border and watermark. Zuiko 40-150mm with CPL filter on.

Lego house.

2011-10-28T01:27:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna pick up the pieces,

and build a lego house

when things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,

there's one thing on my mind

It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got ya to keep me warm

and if you're broke I'll mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

and of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind

I'll do it all for you in time

And of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers

and colour you in

if things go right we can frame it, and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before

and I'll surrender up my heart

and swap it for yours

Sweet. =">

Wordless Wednesday #3.

2011-10-26T16:47:00.001+08:00

Lets Hear Azan From Hiroshima Masjid

2011-10-25T10:04:00.002+08:00

"For more than 15 years, Muslim in Hiroshima through HICC have been dreaming of building a Masjid. For now, we are renting a house for Yen 55,000 to establish a temporary Masjid and Islamic Center. Alhamdulillah, after searching for a place to establish a MASJID for almost 15 years, we finally with the help from ALLAH won an auction to buy a 5 storeys building in Higashi Hiroshima City about 3km from Hiroshima University for 42 million Yen. We believe this is the best place for us to establish our MASJID, with the support of all Muslim in Hiroshima and all over Japan and with full confidence that this campaign will get support from muslim in Japan and around the globe.

We already paid an amount of 7 Million Yen as deposit and need to pay the full amount on 25 November 2011. Now we are still searching another 22 million Yen within the time limit. We also believe that the amount of Yen 22 million is achiveable with the support from all brothers and sisters in Islam. As for that, we humbly ask for your donation to help us establishing 1st ever MASJID in HIROSHIMA."

source: Appeal for Hiroshima Masjid

Well in short, what they trying to do is that they wanted to build their 1st ever Masjid in Hiroshima. Currently they only rent a house to serve as Masjid as well as Islamic Center because they couldnt find better place. Now, they have found one through an auction BUT they are short of money and they need to find them fast because they might lose their deposit if they failed to do so.

Now look. We all know in Japan, majority of them are free thinker- they dont really believe in existence of God. But how knows kan after the establishment of this masjid, these people take notice of our religion and open up to learn about it here (Hiroshima Masjid). Bayangkan berapa banyak pahala kita gain by just donating some money. Tak rugi pun kan derma, Allah lagi tambah ada la. InsyaAllah. =)

For Malaysian donors, you can do so before 18th November 2011. For more info do visit their fb or their website.

p/s: Do help to spread the news around. =)

Bangkok traffic love story.

2011-10-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

This is totally random.

I mean, I watched it back in July and i never bother to blog about it then. Now suddenly at 1 o'clock in the morning i feel like it.

Yes, this is another Thai movie that i watched - my second Thai movie. It is good. Funny,sweet. The actor is handsome too. A matured guy and his character is a skytrain engineer. Engineers are hot,dont they? LOL.

Dont worry. I'll save your number and even make back up of it. haha

Entri yang paling senang adalah entri yang di copy pasta 100%.

2011-10-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

EVERY HUSBAND SHOULD READ THIS:
“Love her …when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.

Love her…when she “pushes” you to pray. She wants to be with you in Jannah (Paradise).

Love her…when she asks you to play with the kids. She did not “make” them on her own.
…
Love her…when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her…when she looks dishevelled in the morning. She always grooms herself up again.

Love her…when she asks to help with the kids homework. She only wants you to be part of the home.

Love her…when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she’s beautiful.

Love her…when she looks beautiful. She’s yours so appreciate her.

Love her…when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her…when she buys you gifts you don’t like. Smile and tell her it’s what you’ve always wanted.

Love her…when she has developed a bad habit. You have many more and with wisdom and politeness you have all the time to help her change. Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don’t ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and back and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new thobe (kurta) anyway

Love her…when she tells you how to drive. She only wants you to be safe.

Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right for both

Love her…she is yours. You don’t need any other special reason!!!!

All this forms part of a Woman’s Character. Women are part of your life and should be treated as the Queen.

The Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) advised concerning the woman:

• Treat the women well.

• The best of you are those who are the best in the treatment of their wives.”

credit : tumblr

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Kan senang copy pasta? Sedap sangat kan? LOL.

Great Expectations.

2011-10-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Aku ibarat piala kau. You parade me around while i'm still shining. Kau sua-sua aku ke langit as i am the best thing you ever own. Now here's the twist, every time you do that part of me dies inside and so i thought, what happens next when i lost my gloss?

Expectation kills you inside out.

I have been living my whole life knowing the fact, when you achieve something and continuously having the best in everything you do, people would NEVER expect less from you. Never. It's exponential. Yes, expectation from other people rather than your own self is what will kills you. Does satisfying everyone's expectation does you any good?

Well, so I've figured.

At the end of the day, remind ourselves that all those expectations from people hanyalah duniawi semata-mata. Expectation untuk ukhrawi kita ada jaga tak? Ouch. Kena batang hidung sendiri. Thus, don't be sad when those expectations are not meet. Allah knows best.

And this post, in fact,is solely for myself. I am struggling over the smallest thing ever,if that's what will satisfy your hunger for truth.

“When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through.” -Nicholas Sparks

2011-10-20T15:58:00.005+08:00

Above all, I hate when people starts to play their favorite.

=`( =`( =`(

BBWB.

2011-10-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

And that's stands for Big Bad Wolf Books.

It's the biggest book sale ever!When i said biggest, i am not kidding. The priciest book you would have found there was rm25. While most of the chick lit novels cost from RM5-10.

Ala tah-tah pun title yang tah pape je yang ada.

This is what i bought there last week Monday. A total of 15 books bought at Rm120 only. Kinsella's, Parsons', Albom's and Austen's, to name a few of popular authors, their books cost at RM8 each. Of course, the sale even got Rowling's, Meyer's books as well but i didnt bought them because i cant find ANY harry potter books (T_T i wanted to complete my HP series so badly) and they dont have complete series of twilight maybe got sold out during previous weekends ( i dont really care anyway. haha .Dont kill me twilight fans!)

Okay tu je nak cerita. Haha. moodmalasnaktulispanjangdatangda.

p/s; I hope next year they'll bring in Piccoult's,Murakami's as well as Hosseini's. Haha

p/p/s:Currently reading Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins.It means, none of the above. haha

Subhanallah.

2011-10-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

And i witnessed the most orange moon in my entire life. Thank you fatin for the heads-up.

I am quite certain that there were black clouds around it because it disappears quite few times from my sight and the orange tint gradually fading over the time.

I have a lot of books to read now.

2011-10-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

Remember that weeks before i blogged about buying books from bookdepository?

Finally after a month of waiting, i got all three books that i purchased there. Yeah, it's sort of excruciating process of waiting. Many 'what-ifs' surface during that one month duration, mainly because:

1) It's the first time i purchased stuff from oversea.
2) It's obviously my first experience buying from them (BD).
3) Pos Malaysia is always known for their inefficient service, hence the free snail mail postage offered by BookDepository is some what worrisome.

A week before, that was about 20++ days after the books were dispatched, i emailed to both bookdepository as well as PosMalaysia asking about status of my packages. (Yes,packages. Bookdepository always dispatched the books separately even though you ordered them in bulk.) Both of them replied to my email. I was kinda surprised Pos Malaysia replied to me though. Haha. In all seriousness, it also means their customer service has somehow improved and kudos to them for that.

The 2 white packages is for my Hunger Games books whereas the brown one is my Norwegian book. The white package is bubblewrap type meanwhile the brown one is the hardpaper type. Nonetheless, both type of packages provide maximum protection on the books so have no worry. I'll show you the condition of the books later.

See. The books' condition are as good as you buy them from your nearest bookstore. If you wanted to save about >rm15 on each book and WILLING to wait for a month, then go ahead buy from BD. =)

It's ok, daddy's girl.

2011-09-30T18:19:00.001+08:00

Finally tergerak hati nak tengok this drama. From the title itself, i knew it would be some heavy family drama. I did not know that Dong Hae acted in it. I dont even have a clue that he could act. Owh well, Choi Jin Hyuk is the best looking guy in this. harhar. *fangirl squeals* ( I just love how he smiles. Sebijik macam Lee Hyun Jin.)

This drama is a real tearjerker. Even from episode 1. It makes you reflect on yourself. How bad you've been treating your parents, and no matter how hard we try, it can never be compared with how they'd raised us up. T_T

On different light, it makes us think that some day, we just hope we wouldn't be like some parents who treat our own children like a slave. We would want our children grow up like Choi's brothers. Seriously (and of course with few other essence).

If you're looking for something different in kdrama, then this is for you. If you didn't shed any tear while watching this then you must be some cold blooded person (haha kidding). It's just too bad this drama has low rating because it's definitely one of those drama which filled with moral values.

Mulut kata lain;perbuatannya pun lain juga.

2011-09-25T02:20:00.001+08:00

Dulu katanya tak perlu jadi mangsa social network sites. Orang tanya pendapat aku, aku cuma expressing my thoughts dan paling tepat, menjawab soalan. Tapi orang lain datang secara tiba-tiba dan mencantas pendapat aku dengan mengeluarkan statement tersebut. Aku keliru, adakah this person has something against me or dia hanya sekadar memberi pendapat dan aku over-think of it. I leave it that way sebab there's no point of trying to justify when nothing's really significant to be thought over and argue.

Aku aneh bila kau sendiri benda yang kau kata tak perlu buat dulu. Kau dah lupa statement kau atau pura-pura lupa? Siapa yang jadi mangsa sebenarnya? Atau sekali lagi aku over-think? Pisang berbuah dua kali kah? Lucu. Dan aku tak pasti ayat tu aku keluarkan untuk describekan diri sendiri atau kau. Kau rasa?

p/s: No one is ever sounds stupid speaking in Malay nor is too proud by trying to speak/write in English. Kenapa perlu jadikan bahasa pengantaraan sebagai bahan kutukan terhadap seseorang? Lidah, tangan, otak, akal dan seluruh hidup kita kan cuma pinjaman dari-Nya. Peringatan paling utama untuk diri sendiri.

That's what tumblr do.

2011-09-19T09:00:00.000+08:00

For some strange reasons, it is true. Honestly speaking, this is one of the reasons I don't really post up this blog link else where. hee.

How's everyone doing lately?

I 'd just realized that I haven't updating my blog for a week (or more?) yesterday. Haha. I dont feel obligated to update anyway so I didn't put up this post for the sake of updating this blog. I came across the above gifs and there is no other way that could actually represents my inner thoughts on this matter. Literally took the words out of my mouth. ;D

5.

2011-09-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

1. The reason i begin to blog less and rarely updating my facebook because I spent more time on twitter. Well truthfully, now, i've tone down a bit there because of a "new place". It's a little more personal. I kinda feel insecure these days with whatever there is on the Net. In fact in my real life too. The only solution to stop adding up more doubt about everything is to cut all connections from the source completely. But of course, I can't, hence toning things down is a better choice than turning things off.

2. Nek ngah. My mum and my uncles called her mak ngah. She came by that night, most of my family members were out to Jerantut , leaving me , farah , my uncle and aunt behind at home.

Nek ngah: Mana satu yang PMR tu? (She's looking at me. Farah sat beside me.)
S: (I got confused with that look. Mama and Amir already went to her house earlier that evening. Why on earth she's asking for someone obviously isn't there at the moment. Owh well, still.) Ermmm. Farah SPM tahun ni. Amir yang PMR tahun ni. Saya baru habis belajar, tengah tunggu kerja.(I don't know why i feel obligated to explain more than what i've been asked at that time.)
Nek ngah: Laaaa.Nenek ingat kamu ni adik,dia ni kakak. (When she said dia, she means farah.)

With that, i know Farah was cursing at me that very second. I wanted to laugh out loud obviously, but i had to control myself so i only gave out a big grin. Harhar. On my defense, I'm aware that i always pretend that i'm still a teenager at home but i never actually wanted to be still as young as PMR kids. I mean, who the heck i'm kidding? Nek Ngah must have forgotten her glasses. No pun intended. Honestly.

3. Do you know that imported books in Malaysia costs a bomb? Haha Okay. I'm exaggerating. Well, if you ever did browse books' price online you will find that you can get the books at least rm10 cheaper, sometimes even 3 or 4 times lower for rare titles. And of course, if the shipping price won't kill you.

I always know somehow there must be at least one online bookstore that offer cheaper book as compared to our local bookstore,cheaper even when i'm using my Popular member card (In case you didn't know, Popular member enjoy 10% discount on any item you buy at their store.Sometimes even 20%. T&C apply though.). The best thing of all, they also offer free shipping. No wayyyy!! Yes way, they do.

Book Depository is the name.

Delivery to Malaysia may take up to a month, that is about 3-4weeks. If you're lucky, it'll arrive in a week time after being dispatched! You can read other people's experience here, here , here, here .They are using normal mail but wrap nicely in bubble wrap, so don't worry, your books will arrived in superb condition.

So what triggers me to buy books online? The answer is this.

When I first get to know the book, it was waayyyy back in 2009. I kid you not. People have been recommending the book in Soompi. I was tempted to buy it at the time but when I thought of my Harry Potter and the deathly hallows book that sat idly , untouched on my bookshelf, I know I shouldn't start another series. It was few months back when my dad offered to pay for any book that I want. Without any hesitation , I pick up this book and nothing else.

And of course, I didn't read the book before finishing my HP7 book. Aha. I'm loyal like that.

Besides The Hunger Games trilogy books, I also purchased Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakumi. From the reviews I've read, I can't find anyone who dislikes Murakumi's writing. I did read few quotes of his books and i think i might also like his books.

I pick Euro currency for my transaction because I've read somewhere that Euro currency will results in lowest converted price compared to others ( I count every cent I spend so I do care about this =p ).

So how much I spend on these three books? Euro15.77 , after I got 10% off for referring a friend. *cough*. That's around RM66++!

I did check with Popular and they're priced at RM42.90 each for both Catching Fire and Mockingjay. Can you see how much did I save on these books? =O

Now, I do sound like I'm paid for advertising that site. =_="

Peeta Mellark, I'm a goner too.

p/s: Never knew that this post is going to be this long.LOL.

Mashup.

2011-08-25T22:11:00.003+08:00

1.Hari tu masa mama tengah masak (kantoi tak tolong mama masak hari tu.harhar), mama tiba-tiba panggil i. Dia cakap dia nak suh tengok something. I suspens.

M: Cuba tengok ni telur ni ada 2 ketul telur kuning.
S: Aah laaaa! *nada teruja*
M: Hari tu pun sama. Padahal telur kecik je.
S: Eeeeeee mama nak dapat anak kembar! Hakhakhak
M:Isyk. Ada pulak. Umur aku dah berapa nak dapat anak.
S: Hehe

And 2 days ago, again mama dapat egg yolk kembar. Bukan sebijik je, 4 bijik telur mama pecah, 4 4 kembar! Awesome or what? Bila my sis or me pecah, takde lak dapat kembar. haha Seriously mama, Amir should have adik-adik kembar. XD XD

2. I bet this one ramai dah tau.

"Merujuk kepada Kenyataan Media Majlis Islam Sarawak bertarikh 28 Julai 2011 dan

Kenyataan Media Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (JAKIM) bertarikh 3 Ogos 2011

berkenaan isu status halal produk Pure Creamary Butter – Golden Churn Butter,

Keluaran Syarikat Ballantyne Pty New Zealand.

JAKIM ingin menjelaskan kekeliruan tersebut dan ingin memaklumkan hasil

perbincangan dengan Kementerian Perdagangan dalam Negeri, Koperasi dan

Kepenggunaan (KPDNKK), Jabatan Kimia Malaysia (JKM), Bahagian Keselamatan dan

Kualiti Makanan,Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia (BKKM, KKM), Jabatan Agama Islam

Sarawak dan Jabatan Agama Islam Johor (JAIJ) pada 8 Ogos 2011 telah memutuskan

bahawa Produk Pure Creamery Butter - Golden Churn Butter keluaran Syarikat

Ballantyne Food PTY (NZ) beralamat Allen Street Morrinsville 3340 New Zealand yang

dipasarkan di Malaysia, adalah tidak halal." sumber jakim

My mum said that this topic was being discussed in MHI(or other morning talkshow?) the other day. A lot of viewers were calling in expressing that they were so disappointed because we only realized it now. The butter is in our market since decades ago, in fact my mum said my grandmother often used it to made Semperit! *weeps at the corner* And! majority of Sarawak layered cake makers use it as their ingredient. (I love eating Sarawak layered cake since I was a kid. *menangis lagi sekali*) Anyway, damages had been done and we're sure cannot go back in time.

3. These two days i've been passionately reading this book.

This book is a real page turner though i have to admit it's a bit slow if you have not reach page 100 yet ( this book has about 657pages by the way.) Piccoult's writing is amazing, she understand every character of her novel. She writes from each character point of view rather than first nor third POV alone. What is even more amazing about Piccoult is that, she digs further about what she wrote and I could easily convinced if she said she has double degree in law and medical. Maybe i don't know much about them but i highly doubt that i would know them by reading few articles. She brilliantly tackles family issues, issues that we often see ourselves in self denial. Like Nicholas Sparks, she knows her way to trigger that tear gland.

4. I'm in social hibernating mode. I don't feel like socializing much in real life or virtual. I'm in my own bubble, it will be popped anytime but as far as it goes, i'm comfortable in it.

Semoga hari-hari terakhir ramadhan ni lebih bermanfaat untuk kita semua.insyaAllah. Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir datin. In case there's no new entry from yours truly until Raya. haha.

He had to drop by here. =p

What was that all about again?

Baiklah... T_T

Wordless Wednesday #2

2011-08-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

Wordless Wednesday #1

2011-08-17T14:09:00.002+08:00

Scent of a Woman 2.

2011-08-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

“Pretty soon, he will realize it’s him up against that wall and she pinned him there – not just with her looks or charm but with her warmth, sincerity, and thirst for life. This time he will be the one to go weak at the knees and I can’t wait to see him buckle at the weight of the truth that he is a man in love.” -Rebel souls

p/s: Episode 5 & 6 are super love! Seriously can this drama get any better?

Pottermore.

2011-08-07T02:04:00.000+08:00

Because i'm magical like that.I know, i know. I've been posting about this through my facebook, twitter,tumblr already. Do i really need to post it again here? YESSS!!! =p Apparently this is something big to me (okay hyperbole to the max. du'oh.). I actually don't really have a clue what Pottermore will be all about but as long as i can stay close with my Ron then i'm totally fine with whatever it is. Haha.

Lucas Till even likes my Pottermore's username. Hah! See, i do make friends with Hollywood star. *cough* *cough*

I thought the effect won't last that long on me since i did not even read the last book when i've bought it 4(or 5 ?) years ago. Mental that one i tell you! So i watched the movie first and finish the book right after that . I'm grateful that i did that because i know i won't be enjoying watching the movie as much as i did now IF i finish reading the book first. =)

p/s:This so-called avid fan didn't even own all books from the series. LOL. However, i DO read them all. Maybe i'll buy the remaining two books and even the DVDs. So that later i could pass them on to my children. haha (ambitious siot pompuan ni!)

Gelare @ ecurve.

2011-08-06T20:29:00.001+08:00

They are overpriced i think. Taste-wise i think they're okay but i personally think that i could find better waffle/ice cream somewhere else with that kind of price. I wont even enter the cafe if i were the one who's paying for it. rofl.

Scent of a Woman 1.

2011-08-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

"...She’s lived her whole life denying herself to prepare for the future,only to find that she has none."

I downloaded this drama without knowing anything about it except its casts. They have a really really good line up of 4 main characters. I know Sun Ah from My lovely Samsoon which is exceptionally good and the drama remains as among the best drama i've ever seen. I used to have the hots for Dong Wook but as far as i remembered, he's the only good looking actor that has a very little effect on me and no, don't ask me why. Eom Ki Joon and Seo Hyo Rim ? I know them both from World Within and of course, it's not hard to remember Eom Ki Joon since he was in Dream High which was aired early this year.

I placed my bet; download it without expecting much since i still have another 2 drama which i'm currently watching ( Myung Wol the Spy and Heartstrings).

I did not regret it. I love it. Better than Myung Wol and Heartstrings, i must insist. =)

It is really unfortunate that female lead character, Lee Yeon Jae (Kim Sun Ah), is being diagnosed with cancer. It just so happens that the doctor who's treating her is her childhood friend, Eun Sok (Eom Ki Joon). 6 months - whether there will be a miracle or not, it is yet to be certain.

I like how Yeon Jae finally stand up for herself - tell people how exactly what she thinks. She has been hurt for so long and held all of them in because she can't afford of losing anything. Now that she knows she might not have another day to live, she opens up her shell -live and love like there's no tomorrow.

Yeon Jae was a bit unlucky that Ji Wook get to know her for wrong reasons. Things aren't exactly on her side. It rather normal Ji Wook doubt about her with what's happening. Nonetheless, he gives Yeon Jae benefit of the doubt. A wise man that is. =)

"She watched the drama hoping Yeon Jae has a happy ending with Ji Wook,only to find that Yeon Jae is dead in the end." If you aren't prepare to watch such ending, then i suggest do not watch it all. I know for sure what kind of reaction you'll have. I'm ready. Ready for whatever may come in the end. 49 days is my sole living proof. LOL.

p/s: Dong Wook ssi, that hair style has to go. It doesnt do justice for your face in pictures. IMHO.

2011-07-29T09:07:00.001+08:00

Suffering sleepless nights recently.The last time such occasion occur was 5 years back and it lasted for months long.I know somewhere deep down there something is bothering me a lot but i'm just in denial. I am not happy, is the truth i need to choke on.

“And never give up hope of Allah’s soothing Mercy: truly no one despairs of Allah’s soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith." -12;87.

Whatever there was on 16th July.

2011-07-26T13:22:00.001+08:00

There wasn't anything particularly special happens on my birthday. I wasn't expecting anything anyway. Twenty something of my life, i never throw birthday party even as a kid. I used to think my parents don't love me enough cause they never throw a party for me, silly child's thought of mine. All i was supposed to do is just asked them to. Now it didn't really matter anymore. Expectation often disappoints you and yes, it did to me every single time hence explains why i no longer expect anyone to remember my birthday. It feels better that way, besides, if it wasn't for facebook, no one really remember one's birthday that much anymore.

I had an appointment with my dentist first thing in that morning. After that i went to KLCC for career fair with Fatin. Home by evening and no one's home. Amir treats us a galleon of Baskin Robbin, flavors of my choice. *terharu* Amir is my sweetest ever boyfriend. *cough

Fatin belanja ni! nomnomnom

Fatin didn't finish this!

Lasagna penyek! haha Never judge a food by its look i say. =p

Tourist-like picture.

Mak su kesayangan Zuhaira.

One mak cik came to us asking whether she's on the right side or not. We were confidently said she wasn't. In the end we were damn WRONG! And paling epic, before got on the train I was telling fatin that my sister and I used to got on the wrong train and we realized it too late. The exact same thing happen that day. HAHAHA wtf. But paling bersalahnya la kan, we already told that mak cik earlier. I hope she wont curse us for life. We're innocent people here too. =.=;;

Muka-muka pesalah.Guilty as charged. NOT!

Taken with : 3mp LG p500
Edit with: Magic Hour

Crazy Little Thing Called Love.

2011-07-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

Not in million years i would have thought that i will actually eagerly downloading a Thai movie and enjoy watching it. Never. Even i was surprised of myself, let alone people around me if they know this. My lil' sister can't even believe herself that i would actually came to her room and recommend her to watch it. She was like,

"Are you kidding me?"

My mum is going to laugh hysterically if she knows this.

Crazy little thing called love. It was actually the third Thai movie that I watched this week but this one i suppose this is the best among the 3. =) In fact it is better than any Korean/Japanese movie of its genre, and of course, this is only my personal humble opinion.

The story is about a girl, Nam, who have a crush on her senior, Shone, but this girl has nothing special about her. She has odd looking dark skin, horrible fashion taste, not even a bright student and basically, she is good-for-nothing. In contrast, the guy is every girl's dream guy, skillful soccer player, talented in photography and well... they never mention about the guy's intelligence level though.haha Okay la. That's the fundamental basis of the story, malas nak elaborate more since you can easily googled the synopsis or whatnot. =p

This is when Nam finally confess her feeling to Shone but later she founds out that.....

=`( Okay boleh play lagu MLTR 25 minutes masa ni. Sesuai banget.

Shone side of story. =`)

Now who's the man?

Heeeeeeeeeeeee *annoying fangirl giggles*

After 2 is 3.

2011-07-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah praise for Allah, whom Most Gracious, Most Merciful. I'm forever grateful that chances still been given to me to breathe into this life and to receive His many other countless favors. To think how sometimes I've taken His favors for granted , I don't deserved Your merciness my Lord. For that being said, I thank you Allah for every chance You had and still giving me.=`)

My parents whom still bear patiently and never give up on me. I'm sorry for everything i've done and will do. I can never be the perfect daughter you could ever wish for nor could ever ease your mind, i'm a troublemaker and will still be, but i'm working towards the better side of me as far as i could reach, InsyaAllah. I dont want to be the daughter who forsakes you when you need me the most =`(.

I find that family brings your heart home after all those bickering, scratching and cursing. It'll be a blatant lie if I never get upset, mad and frustrated with any of my siblings. The miracle thing about family is that you can always forgive and forget them despite of ANYTHING. We may not the type who share everything together but we certainly know the DO's and DONT's of each other. I feel like something is missing when i dont get to see them often, let alone being parted from any of them forever.(Al-fatihah to my late brother.)

When you get older, you don't only seek for those whom stick with you during your ups and downs. Isn't it just too selfish when you think of it? I mean, you stick to them just because they're willing to do so for you in the first place. I find that isn't the case anymore, surprisingly. I begin to realize that there's more to treasure, something more important. I'm not gonna elaborate more on this as I find it hard to put into words. It is rather safe to say that the good i see in the people around me has shaped up myself better and i'm still learning them- i hope i'll have the patience to learn each and everyone!

Lastly, let's put aside the serious tone for a bit, shall we?

To my future husband, I hope you'll consider using gps. Why it takes you so long to find me? haha

Yours sincerely,
Shaheera Rahim
17072011 @2.40am.

Sno @ Sunway Pyramid.

2011-07-12T11:47:00.000+08:00

I thought they are selling frozen yogurt, another competitor for tutti frutti but they're not and they selling shakes instead.

They use ipad to take order. Awesome gila okay!

Always go for the biggest ones!

Varieties of topping! My favorite chocolates. nomnomnomnom.

Hahaha ni gambar tiada kaitan.

The guy pose for me voluntarily.lol.

Amir still struggling his way with my manual lens. LOL. You can do it abang Amir!

Theobroma Chocolate Lounge.

2011-07-12T02:13:00.000+08:00

The chocolate blended tastes soooo good! But the price, boleh kenyang makan mcvalue lunch 2 set! The main course foods taste just so-so. I guess it wasn't the right place if you're looking for good foods. =)

Si comel M.

2011-07-02T10:44:00.000+08:00

Last Monday, I dropped by G-Tower and bought half dozen of these cuties. Stress could trigger anything despite of being lack of few things, in this case, it triggers my craving when i'm lack of another M. Ahuh. I've been wanting to get these from Babycakes Sweet Shoppe but i couldn't find time to get there just to buy these. It just so happen that i was in the area to settle few things which had been stressing me out these few weeks. =( Owh well, kalau ada rezeki , ada la kan. *pujuk diri sendiri*

My favorite flavor. I just loveeeee the caramel filling!

I was a bit disappointed of the hollowness. They're quite established macaron seller (or maker as well?) so i thought they won't have hollow shells, unfortunately they have and for me it's bad. I dont whether i was the unlucky ones to get the bad batch or it has been like this since. Taste wise for a sweet tooth person like me, i think they taste good , i mean better than the ones i've tried before. But mind you, i have a very limited macaron eating experience. haha

p/s: Lagi tiga tu malas tangkap gambar, ngap je terus.hahaha

TAN 1234.

2011-06-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

It's been so long i havent post myself pic kan? kan? Nah!!!!!!! As if anyone cares, OR anyone read this. T_______T

Unedited except for watermark and border

Sleepy eyes as always but they're not. I was feeling low today. VERY low as a matter of fact. =`( Sobs. *Pujuk hati sendiri lagi #foreveralone *

Anyhow, you thought i purposely post up my pic here for nothing? Na.... that's unlikely especially these days. I'm having insecure issue posting my photos for strangers' viewing.

I thought i was being paranoid because i noticed i got a bit tanner lately until Aisyah said the same thing this afternoon. "Hurmm macam lagi hitam je ko ni." LOL. Well, expect the worse next week.=___=" If everything's going smoothly then i'll be tanner than i already am. I have no sunblock and have no intention of buying one.

p/s: July's coming. Ya Allah please at least make this July is better than last year. No more sad tears, please. =(

3 letters.

2011-06-27T19:05:00.004+08:00

5 years back, i thought i'll never coming to back to this place. I was alone then and now. Sitting on the same bench and side. Having the same amount of mixed feelings. I guess we will never know what Allah has in store for us.

6.

2011-06-22T18:18:00.005+08:00

On the way back home from Jusco.

S: Gf ajiq tu sama umur ngan saya ke lagi tua ke lagi muda?
F&M: Tak tau la.
F: Kenapa?
S: Hihi Hari tu dia komen kat gambar," Kak 'U' suka gambar ni.Thanks ek." Rasa kelakar dia bahasakan diri dia kak. Tah2 sama umur or dia lagi muda. Hiks.
F: Hahaha
M: Ajiq cakap lagi 3 tahun dia nak kawen. Skang nak simpan duit dulu.
F: Hurm. Abes dorang pasni turn korang la pulak (referring to S and elder sis).
A: Tak boleh bayang kalo S nanti macam mana. HAHAHAHA
F: Aah. HAHAHAHA
S: *menangis dalam hati* Tak.Tak. Lambat lagi. (padahal dalam hati,'kalo ada calon, memang nak kawen terus je'.ROFL.)

Adalah paling cliche bila anda baru abes belajar, people start asking when you're going to get married. Truthfully speaking, I'm nothing close being ready to be someone's wife but why I did have the intention to get married early? If you asked my mum's opinion, she would most definitely said that i'm not qualify to be a wife yet. My former officemates thought otherwise, "Ala semua benda tu nanti automatic je datang sendiri bila dah kahwin. Akak dulu pun tak pandai masak. Bila dah kahwin, mula teringin masak untuk husband, rajin kemas rumah." See, my condition wasn't so bad kan? Haha

Jelly Beans.

2011-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

If you've been following my twitter, you may have noticed that i tweeted about jelly beans these few days. It has been years since the last time i bought and ate jelly beans. The other day i was window shopping alone at Jusco supermarket (alone? I know it sounds sad but a grown up girl can do it just fine. =D), it so happened that i was browsing through the tidbits section and discovered this little cute thing. I was in love at first sight. Took it and brought it straight to cashier. End of story.

Egg.

2011-06-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

Egg mouse?? LOL.

My wireless mouse is almost malfunction now. I guess the problem lies within the usb adapter itself due to ehem... improper handling. I couldn't bother buying a new adapter because the problem may repeats itself hence the tough decision i made - downgrade to optical mouse. Hahaha

p/s: Egg sounds almost 8. Hate.

M to M.

2011-06-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

These pictures were taken a month ago, before i even finished my final exam. My dad was so excited carrying around his Pentax K-r when he first got it. These are the output coming out from my dad's slr, not mine, but taken by yours truly. I've been meaning to write a review about the camera but due to my incurable laziness disease, the review remains as a draft in my head. Haha. True story.

Greatest love ep 13.

2011-06-19T09:08:00.001+08:00

This episode is too sad. Dokko don't die. Ae Jung why must you take all the blame on you? Gah. It was gloomy week some more.

Reflection.

2011-06-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

I've been really emotional lately dealing with people. However, it wasn't literally shown in any form because it may leads to bigger consequences later which not only affects me but also many other. I'm always fine dealing with the results of my own doings as they solely affect yours truly. So when it comes to something that involves others, i need to be EXTRA careful of what i do and say because it is blatantly selfish of me if i didn't thought of others. I've been suppressing these anger,frustration,etc etc feelings long enough that sometimes i thought of really letting them all out and just say, "So what the hell?" but I didn't, and it managed to surprise me every time.

What really bugs me is that some people only know how to complain, complain and complain every second, every minute, every hour and every friggin' day. It's okay you're doing it occasionally, but when it occurs to me that you've been doing it every time i meet you, it bugs me. BIG TIME. I know everyone entitled to express their opinions or whatnot but when you give an opinion it is like you're partially saying that you'll make it works somehow. And you're doing it otherwise. You say it should be like this, it should be like that, blablabla... suggesting there's a lot of things can be done and they are all possible. The funny thing is, you make it sound like no one has ever thought of them. Owh wow, shocking. =_=" I feel like stuffing your mouth with peppers and chilies just so you know.

The worst part of all, i've been cursing in my thought whenever i saw you. And I already feel like i'm a devil in disguise. It's like wearing a very hideous mask. It ain't pretty.

동방신기.

2011-06-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

Ki joon ni saje je kan. Pandai betul mencuri hati i. wewitt~ Sebut nama group hubby i, terus menang points from yours truly. #annoyingfangirl

4 years.

2011-06-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

You're invited. Thursday, 6 October 2011 (Afternoon) at Dewan Tunku Canselor, University Malaya. Roses and boxes of chocolate will be nice. I'm not demanding but hey, your presence actually is already enough. =)

Put the Glass Down.

2011-06-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

I intended to reblog this post in my tumblr, but then i thought about it again. There are just too many things i reblog in tumblr. This post might be unread and wasted. So here it is. Food for thoughts. It's been awhile kan? =) Credit to Islamic Thinking

A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see and asked the students,

‘How much do you think this glass weighs?’

’50 grams!’…. ’100 grams!’…… ’125 grams’ …… the students answered.

‘I really don’t know unless I weigh it,’ said the professor, ‘but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?’

‘Nothing’ the students said.

‘Ok! What would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?’ the professor asked.

‘Your arm would begin to ache’, said one of the students.

‘You’re right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?’

‘Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress and paralysis and have to go to hospital for sure!’ ventured another student; and all the students laughed.

‘Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?’ asked the professor.

‘No’

‘Then what caused the arm ache and the muscle stress?’ The students were puzzled.

‘Put the glass down!’ said one of the students.

‘Exactly!’ said the professor. ‘Life’s problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head and they seem okay. Think of them for a long time and they begin to ache. Hold it even longer and they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything’.

‘It’s important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to have trust in Allah (swt) and to ‘put them down’ at the end of every day before you go to sleep. That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh and strong and can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!’

So at the end of the day, remember to ‘PUT THE GLASS DOWN’ and put trust in Almighty Allah SWT.

Holy Quran: “He it is who sent down tranquillity into the hearts of the believers that they might have more faith added to their faith”. (48:4) Tranquillity is the sign of strong faith while worries and stress is the sign of weak faith.

Tell your mind every day before you go to sleep: “Yaa Ayyatuhan Nafsul Mutma-innah, Irji’ee iLaa Rabbiki Raadhiyatam Mardhiyyah, Fadhkhulee Fee Ibaadee Wadhkhulee Jannatee” (Al-Fajr 89:27-30)

“O soul that is at rest satisfied. Return to your Lord well-pleased (with Him), well-pleasing (Him). So, enter among My servants, and enter into my Paradise”

Man up.

2011-06-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Thank you Hyun Ki Joon for not being a coward. I really appreciate it.

Bokeh.

2011-06-07T18:45:00.003+08:00

Something that i had tried myself. I know it wasnt good. But hey, hidup ni kan memang based on trial and error. I have few other styles in mind but i think that's more to post processing thingy. It wasn't like i havent try them but i've yet to achieve the goal. Maybe it goes with the photography style as well.

Seperti sedikit emosi petang ni. Pastu dengar lagu sentimental. Mende la kamu ni Shaheera.

p/s: Saya nak tukar theme black'nwhite. Nak jugak.nak jugak.

Perhentian.

2011-06-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

We went to Perhentian Kecil and stayed at primary school. It was hot and sunny during our vacation hence the beautiful blue sky and coral blue water look at their best. It should be bear in mind that you might need to apply layers of sunblock just so you wont be so tanned later.

At Long Beach, you'll find mostly "mat salleh" here tanning their skin in their bikinis and shorts. You'll feel like you're somewhere in California. LOL.

p/s: Pardon me if I didnt do justice to this beautiful island with my pictures.

040611.

2011-06-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

Semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan sihat selalu. Dan semoga cepat dapat ~~cucu~~ menantu. InsyaAllah. XD

Prawn.

2011-06-03T08:10:00.000+08:00

We were on our way to Kuala Kurau,Perak to attend my cousin's wedding and my dad decided to stop at Taiping to have these meals. Both priced at rm8. Photos taken by my 3mp LG Optimus One camera. It's quite decent kan? haha

Mee goreng udang

Mee udang.

Graduation.

2011-06-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

In four months time, it will be my convocation. InsyaAllah. It is something i've waited so long. Two years to be exact. I got excited every time i saw someone in graduation gown. It's like having butterflies in my stomach whenever i think of the day i'll be wearing the same gown. I always look forward for that day. Little i know, it wasn't an easy road to have that gown on me and received a scroll of paper. I will cherish the moment and engrave it in my memory.

And here's a teaser from our goodbye vacation.

49 일 - 끝

2011-05-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

One day je tau.

49 days' last episode was on Thursday. I was busy watching something else (was it greatest love or nikita? Cant remembered.) My bet was on happy ending ie Ji hyun stays alive and madly in love with Han Kang, Yi Kyung found another love interest, etc etc. Until i decided to read my Fb's news feed and 49 days fanpage decided to blurt out major spoiler. Damn it.

Ji hyun is friggin' dead six days after successfully obtaining 3 drops of tear.

My impulse was like, =__________=" wth.

Being the usual me, I directly head over to 49days page just to read comments about it. Wohoo. People were MAD . Haha obviously of course. Everyone LIKES happy ending.

I had a strong urge to read the live transcription. I opened up the page, but then i changed my mind. Maybe i need to wait. Maybe i need to watch it first rather than having people's thoughts put into mine. For the sake of Han Kang, I waited until i watched it (eceh. penampo nak? XD). Now here's what i thought of it.

It was a little emotional at the beginning because Ji Hyun's death was known and she starts to do things she wants to before she died. I pitied Han Kang since he had done so many things for Ji Hyun just so he can be with her. Yada yada. I seriously thought they'll drag her death to the very last second but they dont and they do it half way. So another half was crucial since they need to make something to make up for Ji Hyun's death.

I'm not going to describe what and how but i think this drama's ending is the only or at least among ones that making sense and not rushing into ending things. They wrapped it nicely and gently; no one's really left behind. And a slight hint of something in future that may happen (haha come on. They both are human. They need partners, so get over with it already ;p).

Okay dah la. Malas nak cakap pepanjang. Gila ape nak terlebih emosi karang pepanjang when i've just got back from watching "Insidious" yang suspens gila. Okay la. I havent watched a good horror movie for years. Normally cerita nama je horror,tapi horror haram jadah. Pelakon ngan penonton je jerit lebih =_______="

Bread basket.

2011-05-19T17:43:00.001+08:00

Location: Bread Basket, The Sphere, Bangsar.

We were lucky that they made our sandwiches using croissant because the ... erk what you call the usual bread we use to make sandwich? whole bread? gah. Whatever you may call it, you know exactly what i mean. If you don't, then knock your head at the wall. ;p It was really really delicious. Even better than Subway and I AM NOT exaggerating.

Draft.

2011-05-19T15:58:00.000+08:00

Ingatkan abes exam nak update few entries kat blog. In the end semua tinggal jadi draft.

Draft dalam otak je. (Even though the entries are mainly consist of pictures, but still.)

Tunggu punya tunggu bila nak habis present thesis. Konon nak buat things i couldn't do before, due to time constraints, padahal abes je exam hari tu terus balun semua kdrama yang baru keluar. Preparation untuk present 3 4 jam je. Memang dasar present cikai ayam la kan (kalau prepare 1 2 hari pun, rasanya hasilnya tak banyak beza sebab memang dasar bukan natural public speaker. patuihhh.)

Pastu buku Nicholas Sparks "The choice", Jodi Piccoult "House rules", Suzanne Collins "The hunger games", konon beria je nak baca bila dah habis semua benda, tak nak kalah beli awal-awal, just in case. Tak boleh bla berangan lagi nak beli Khaleed Hossaini's "A thousand splendid sun". =_______=" Paling epic Harry Porter final book yang Deathly Hallows tu. Dah empat tahun beli, satu chapter pun belum habis baca.

In the end, semua benda yang reality pun tinggal jadi draft dalam otak. Good job, well done Shaheera.

Pretty.

2011-05-17T20:21:00.001+08:00

Spotted in Lie to me Episode 3.

It looks sooooooo delicious. My bet is, it's a frozen yogurt with macaron base. Dont know how many years it'll takes to reach Malaysia. LOL. ㅠ_ㅠ It must be so pricey. Macaron of 20cents size already cost me a lot, now to match it up with frozen yogurt? Gah. Pretty foods why are you seducing me?

Louis Grimaldi.

2011-05-17T17:16:00.001+08:00

Terharu gila kot when Louis said this. He waited for Blair patiently, without doubting her. Aaaaaa Louis je t'adore!

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Tease.er?

2011-05-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

Will tell more about this soon. How soon is soon enough? In my dictionary, soon means random, maybe i'm busy or maybe i'm not AND it's nobody's business how imma spent my time except my parents. LOL

9.

2011-05-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

I think i know why i love 언제까지나 (Until whenever / forever) by 박 보람 (Park Boram) so much. Because it has this tiny bit Japanese vibe in it. It reminds me of Yuna Ito's Endless story. They are not directly associate but both give out the same certain feelings . Haha I dont know. Maybe it's just me anyway. I'm weird like that.

8.

2011-04-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Things i do whenever i have urge to PS-ing or stress over something or feeling head over heels for...~~someone~~ something. I definitely have no intention of turning this site to my another "tumblr". Just so you know.

때.

2011-04-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

And we're going backwards. I didnt say i'm excluded of doing this. We need to change for better Malaysia kan? We can make the difference. :)

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그냥.

2011-04-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

Now playing : 아무일도 없었다 (Nothing Happened ) by 정엽 (Jung Yeop)

Mood final exam masih belum datang. No, i'm not like certain people that goes around ," Eh tak sangka dapat okay. Aku tak study sangat pun." Heh. Sorry, i wont buy it and please dont even try telling me that cause you might end up with my hand on your face. Period.

The last terminal is here. What will happen next is just another story yet to be unfold.

5 years and counting.

2011-04-23T13:17:00.001+08:00

Welcome to LeVain Boulangerie Patisserie, Jalan Delima. A mansion turns to restaurant(?) in the middle of hustle and bustle life of Kuala Lumpur. One sight of it and you'll fall in love with it instantly.

Kimi no todoke.

2011-04-17T03:33:00.002+08:00

.... means reaching you.

I was just happen to come across this j-movie. I wasn't looking for anything specific but i was looking for a good English movie. Frustrated with the dead links of movie i want to watch, i was like... "Okay whatever movie that has working links after this, i'm just gonna settle for that.humph." So that's how we're here now. I'm spreading the love. hahaha Well, if you are someone who have watched Flipped and like it, then you would love this too because it's fairly fall into the same category. =)

2011-04-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

Tolong. Nak silicon case ni for my beloved optimus ~~prime~~ one. Mana nak dapat kat Malaysia? Comelnya. Comelnya. Tak kisah la nampak macam budak kecik. Comel sangat ni. T_T

Polandroid.

2011-04-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

Disebabkan saya selalu pura-pura busy, saya tiada masa nak update blog. Eh banyak pula masa awak kan nak dok visit blog saya? hahaha.

I dont feel like writing anything these days. But i aint leaving this space without anything. Nowadays i've been so into this one android apps called FXcamera. My favorite setting would be the polandroid! Awesome stuff! The following pictures adalah fresh dari ladang, no photoshopping from moi. Enjoice!

You drive me off the wall.

2011-04-03T07:27:00.000+08:00

Aku kagum kalau kau tak rasa stress langsung buat tesis.

Kagum kagum kagum kagum.

Aku rasa benda yang paling pain in the *** sepanjang 4 years of university adalah tesis. If you didn't have to do it, consider yourself VERY LUCKY, like seriously.

And even after a year of stress due to thesis, kalau masih rasa nak sambung postgraduate terus , please do pat yourself kerana terlalu tegar.

Dah. Kthanxbye.

Earth hour.

2011-03-27T09:27:00.002+08:00

My house's surrounding during earth hour last night.

Well, not really.

How's yours?

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2011-03-26T08:33:00.001+08:00

"..... without motivation nor passion for anything in her life these days, mulling about counting the days to when she can finally escape from this bubble she has been in for the past 4 years."
- Sweatlee, 250311.

Trust me. I know exactly how you feel Suet. Different story but same feeling. Let's just hope life is better after all this.

Wish you were here.

2011-03-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

The song has been running through my head all day long.

Avril is back. Say Hi.

p/s: Lama tak buat poster. Has it been a year since my last one? O_O My photoshop skills gone rusty already. Maybe after all this, i can practice them again. Definitely,maybe.

Bila sesi gedik mula.

2011-03-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

F: Kak sheeeeraaaaa... kitewww nak abang ipar.

S: *sengih* (malas nak layan.)

F: Kak sheeeeraaaaa... kitewww nak abang ipar.

S: Ape ko ingat aku boleh bersalin sorang abang ipar untuk kau? HAHAHHA

P/S: Maaf ,lawak bangang.XD

8.9.

2011-03-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

Truthfully speaking, when the news of 8.9 magnitude earthquake in Japan came out, i thought it would not bring so much damage to Japan. Obviously i knew nothing about this richter's scale thingy. =( General knowledge phailed.

And then the earthquake triggered the 10m tsunami.

Now the Fukushima nuclear plant is in the brink of disastrous event, 2 level below Chernobyl case - yet it could get any worse any time now. Nauzubillah.

I feel bad for taking things so lightly earlier since i wasn't the one who affected and none of my close relatives either. It took me tons of blog posts,news reading to finally knock some sense into me. This entry left deepest impression on me. I certainly dont want to be one of those "pengaut beras percuma". =`(

I think most of us know how disciplined Japanese are. When i was doing my internship in Perodua, i got the chance to work with these Japanese people. They are very dedicated , loyal and highly mannered people.

With Sato-san. Sato said,"Like my granddaughters" to us. He gave me newspaper every morning and even greet "Ohayo gozaimasu". He always concern about us (trainees). Owh i miss all that.

Ohira-san. Our general manager. I seldom meet him because he always out to vendors and having vacations before his retirement. He was a nice man and a very sporting boss.

Hara-san. He said to me "My daughter" while letting me to sit on his chair. He's replacing Ohira-san. The only time i can talk to him was during our team building. He's a very romantic husband and care for his wife. =`).

Now, when i remember these people, it makes me sad thinking of what's happening now in Japan. Hopefully things get better soon. InsyaAllah. =).

Head over to here if you'd like to donate. Groupon Malaysia will match for every RM3 you donate, by donating an additional RM3, so a total of RM6 will go to the Japanese Red Cross Society. Isnt that good? =)

그냥.

2011-03-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

My mind,eyes,heart….

are filled with all your expressions.

p/s:When life gives you lemons, keep them, they were for free.

In my places.

2011-03-15T08:57:00.001+08:00

I remember hearing this song while watching Ghost Whisperer. No. I'm not a Coldplay nor Ghost whisperer's fan.It's just so happen that I was watching the drama on 8tv and this song came out in one of the scenes.

It sent shivers down to my spine. That's why i would remember this. The song really fitted to be some sort of haunting song, dont you think? K.Thanks.Bye.

2011-03-13T17:51:00.001+08:00

Continuously working for two days now (it's been the whole week long actually but these two days i've been solely dedicating myself to them). Wake up to do works, end the day thinking of how to speed up the works. Seriously i dont know if i could even make it on time. =( For the time being, it looks like i cant but i have to keep moving ,dont i?

Yesterday while doing work, I've been so devastated because the same lame problem keeps on surfacing. I was on the verge of breaking down, (i was listening to mp3 through my phone during this) until InsyaAllah song came out.

"Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

That your so alone

All you is see is night

And darkness all around

You feel so helpless

You can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side"

At that very moment, it stop my tears from coming down. The more surprising thing is that the song was suddenly on repeat. It keeps on playing and playing all over again until i realised ,"Eh how come lagu ni je yang playing?" Truthfully speaking, i NEVER put it on repeat. So how does this happen? Wallahualam.

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I guess all of us know that Japan is at its worst ever condition. Earthquake, tsunami, nuclear plant explosion some more. This is not going to be easily nor quickly dissolved. Nuclear radiation effects are something we should all worried of. Japan of course will somehow get through this sooner or later, only Allah knows. Let's pray for our brothers and sisters' safety. I bet you guys know that we should take time and ponder what does this phenomena means.

"Maka Yang mana satu di antara nikmat-nikmat Tuhan kamu, Yang kamu hendak dustakan?"

-Surah Ar-rahman, ayat 55.

That was us, this is us.

2011-03-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

This was me and Amir back in 2006. or 2007. But one thing i do remember is that my late brother, Shahdan, was still alive.
Amir was still cute little thing.He was so short that time. Selalu jadi mangsa buli i. Harhar. (How can i deny? My expression in the picture is more than obvious. =p).

Now , this is us.2011.

See. How much Amir had changed throughout these years? He's even bigger. And taller (barely je sebenarnya! =p) One thing that doesn't change is that he still kena buli dengan kakak2 dia. Harhar.

And i miss Amir yang masa kecik. Lagi comel. Now dah besar, he's having PMS juga. LOL.

p/s: Now i'm merengek macam orang tua.

I haven't do this for quite sometime.

2011-03-06T09:41:00.000+08:00

01.Who was your last text from?
T-ya. We finally meet again after 5 years parting from each other.

02. What’s your default picture?
Facebook, twitter, tumblr, formspring or blogger? LOL

03. Your relationship status?
I guess it's quite obvious. If i have one, I wont keeping it secret for long , can i?

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
I think i do. =(

05. What is your current mood?
Early morning lagi mana ada perasaan.

06. How many siblings do you have?
Five, minus one.Four now.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Nah.비밀. haha padahal tak pun.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Euro? Oz? Korea?

09. Have a crazy side?
Crazy is my middle name. haha.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Erm. No. I think.

11. Something you do a lot?
Drooling over hot guys and pretty foods? HAHAHA

12. Angry at anyone?
This exact moment or what?

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
I'm pretty much a conventional girl. I dont like the idea of the girl confessing first. I'm oldfashioned like that. So if there's nothing happen between us, i need to move on , arent i? Kumbang bukan seekor bro. Hahaha

14. When was the last time you cried?
Cant remember. I bet it was pretty recent, considering...urm well it's me we're talking about.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Family and best friends.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Do i need to think of anything? I just need a good rest, that's it.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
T-ya. Sesat dalam kolej 12.HAHAHA

18. What is your favorite song?
Ala.. Quite a lot. But imma name one anyway. Kim Soo Hyun - Dreaming. He expressed it very well.

19. What are you doing right now?
Jawab soalan la ngek. ;p

20. Who do you trust right now?
family and bffs.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Parkson Sungai Wang.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Cis. Lama tak cium amir nih.haha

23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you?
Moo moo! ;p

24. Describe your life in one word?
Upsidedown.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Park Si Hoo. Tapi tu tadi, masa bangun tidur.Hahaha.Memang tak reti jawab soalan.

26. What should you be doing right now?
............. Malas nak jawab.

27. What are you listening to?
Dream high by Dream high casts.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Mai.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Heh?

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Depends. But come on la, i think one tends to act slightly different around someone they like. Not all the time of course. Early stage for sure la kan.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Blond. I minah salleh sikit.HAAHAHA

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Hihihi. Kalo tengok drama/show, would that be ok?

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
마 혜 리. Sedih tengok dia rindu 서 뷴.LOL

34. What do you hear?
IU- Dreaming

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Next.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Next. Loser betul soalan.

37. Do you have a best friend?
A? Why have one when you can have more?

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Amir kesayangan malas layan i. cis.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Ok.yes.next.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
When i was a kid. Maybe.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Natural.

42. Are you currently jealous?

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Ditching all jewelry. Plain jane through and through.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Clubbing la weyh. Buat apa lagi. *bengong*

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
LOL. Have i? No , i dont think so.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Urm.Yeah.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Nak mengorat doctor la.Ape lagi. ;p

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
For silly reasons and you might not interested anyway.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Have i even dated anyone by the way? Hahaha.

Dancing in the moonlight.

2011-03-05T13:26:00.000+08:00

The signs that you are adult:

1) When your parents start to talk about car and home financial with you.

2) When your parents start to talk about how Malays love to follow tradition stuffs for wedding and how much one should spend on their very own wedding.

3) How you start to care whether your skin is regenerating fast enough.

4) You start to wonder what you want in at least next 5 years.

5) You start to wonder whether you should just settle in your hometown or elsewhere.

6) Things you would embarrassed to joke about with your friends no longer become a big deal.

7) You have Cadbury but you're having the urge to have Crunch at the same time. (Yes, i'm talking in codes here.)

8) Your woman/man's instinct/desire(s) surface(s).

........ and the list goes on and on. This is mine, how about yours?

Prosecutor Princess 3.

2011-03-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hahaha epic gila masa In Woo keluarkan counting machine tu. Rasa nak gelak guling-guling. Who would have thought of it kan?

Ngantuk gila. Selamat malam.

Prosecutor Princess 2.

2011-03-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

Haaha. Sarcastic habes. Tapi dalam hati ada taman. Caring gila. Owh my. Love me love me.Please.

Prosecutor Princess 1.

2011-03-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

Super cool. Mysterious. Nice voice.*deep voice meow~* And.... super sweet?

Seo In Woo is here to stay.

And i still cant figure why would he'll do anything for Hye Ri.

Muka sedikit jealous lelaki adalah expression paling menarik. Kekeke.^^

p./s; Kim Joo Won miahne. This is just a transition phase.

Secret garden jjang.

2011-02-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

And i still miss this. Kim Joo Won i miss you.

4.

2011-02-27T21:35:00.001+08:00

You know, sometimes you want to be all positive about things but you just cant because there are reasons that keep holding you back.

One of my problem is that i do listen to what people thought of. In general sense, there is nothing wrong with it. But the truth is, you tend to choose to what you really want listen to and the worse part, you end up listen to negative things. =_="

Entah la. Sometimes i just dont get myself. I'm being too complex. Or rather inconsistent?

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I have been following this one blog for quite sometimes now. One of her recent entry really caught my attention.

Sahih International

So is one brought up in ornaments while being during conflict unevident [attributed to Allah ]? (43:18)

in other words...

Patutkah (yang dikatakan anak Allah itu jenis perempuan) yang biasanya dididik dan dibesarkan dalam perhiasan, sedang ia semasa berbantah dan bertikam lidah tidak dapat memberikan alasan yang jelas?

It hit me right away. Ouch. She got a really good insight on this matter. Girls you should read her entry. It was written very concisely.

Until then. 안녕.

Numbers in Korean.

2011-02-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

I know some may find it's a tad too annoying for me to blog about what i've learnt during my Korean class. Korean is not easy so i have to practice a lot. Blogging is one way to make me more anticipate to keep on learning it.
I cant really speak in Korean because my vocabulary is too limited, besides I am still crawling to read Hangeul! Anyway, fret not, I've just discovered how to insert jump break i.e "Read more" in my entry. Aha. So you dont have to hurt your eyes or have headache seeing all these hangeul characters in my blog. =p

Starting from this entry, I'll be using jump break in entry which I explain Korean language usage . =)

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IU (아 이유) - Dreaming.

2011-02-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

Been waiting for this song like... a week?

Milky (우유) couple is just too cute. ^^ 정말에요! Before this Wooyoung is just another ordinary idol to me (dont kill me yet netizen!) , but after watching him as 제이슨 in 데림하이, it changed everything. Now i'm seeing him in the new light. He sparkles brightly, kalau orang korea dorang cakap 반짝 반짝 *cakap dalam tone Gee*. He and IU are just too cute together. Sorry Seulong, Wooyoung is better fit for IU. 정말 미안에!

Nota kaki:
정말에요 (jeong-mal-e-yo) = really
제이슨 ( je-i-seun) = Jason
데림하이 (de-rim-ha-i) = Dream high
반짝 반짝 (ban-jjak ban-jjak) = bling bling
정말 미안에 (jeong-mal mi-an-e) = Really sorry.

p/s: Next week i got 한글 speaking test. Wish me luck yo.

2011-02-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

I'm not okay.

I thought i know you.

2011-02-18T21:30:00.001+08:00

Happy 16 17th Birthday 'lil sis! I did not forget her birthday but i did not remember how old she turns to this year. I thought she is 16 and i'm still 22 this year. How irony. I can't even remember my own age either which is.... whatever. I still cannot believe myself that i do not remember it. =__________=" The obvious sign of ageing! *cries at the corner*

The ~~cake~~ walnut brownies becomes a disaster while making its trip back. LOL. Although the look is a total failure , at least the taste was divine. Something that you would appreciate that much to aid your stress.

p/s: I don't know what would you guys think but my family always prefer brownies rather than cakes. Tak kisah la Chocolate indulgences by secret recipe tu ke. We used to buy cakes from SR (shaheera rahim! LOL) occasionally, but it already reached to that one point where we only ate half of it and left it uneaten until it gone stale. Yeah, what a waste.

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I thought it was big enough to satisfy my need. I was darn wrong. It is definitely not. Especially when you are not getting exactly what you wish for.

I was on my way back from lab this evening until it got me real bad. I want macarons. So damn badly. I was having all these visual images in my head, imagining that i might get big macarons (as big as the ones Blair ate in one of GG episode) for the price of ... rm2.50 each. And yeah, it was all my imagination. Mimpi je la weyh.

Anyway, what i had learnt today is that, Bangsar village is not Bangsar Shopping Center. HAHAHAHAHAHA Who would have thought Bangsar got 2 shopping complex in the same area. =___=" Plus, I'm not quite familiar with Bangsar area even though UM is in the neighbourhood. Bangsar is like Upper east side, but i'm not living in "Brooklyn" though .LOL

I originally thought i might get myself a dozen of macarons but as soon as i reach the cafe, i saw they only have 3 flavors left but the korean girl before me already grab the remaining 2 flavors hence left me with one flavor. =( I'll be crazy if i bought 5 pieces of the same flavor when i don't even know whether it's good or not. One seems too funny , so i grab 2 and a whoppie pie.

So what I have to say after eating them?

The red bean macaron disappoints me so badly. It wasn't too sweet like some people said they are (depends on the maker of course). It does not even have a slight red bean taste at all. The salted caramel whoppie pie was equally bad as well. It was too salty to my liking and the shells were bland and too damp. I kinda wish I spent those money on a mcd set. LOL. NVM. At least i know i can scratch a cafe off my list now. Thank God i did not decide to choose that place for our hangout session , kan fatin/ain?

Nah bukak mulut besar2. Aaaaaaaaaaaaa =O

p/s: Happy 23th Birthday 심창민! 사랑해요. <3 생일축아에!

졔손.

2011-02-16T22:40:00.001+08:00

"Lelaki kalau kekadang cemburu kekasih dia cakap dengan lelaki lain, memang comel. Hahaha"

- She @090710.

Kan dah cakap kalau lelaki jealous memang comel. Hahaha. Jason. Jason. Jangan buat selalu ye nanti i menyampah.

So samdong and pilsook were singing their assigned duet in front of the class,

and when sam dong was singing, jason:

but when pilsook sings her part¡

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Down to the memory lane.

2011-02-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

This is what i have been up to during the CNY holiday recently. My printer certainly not the best machine for this but i guess it is still okay though i have to adjust the colors a bit so that the pictures wont be so red-ish or yellow-ish. I kinda like the idea of having various photos in one sheet. Hee.

둠벨엘.

2011-02-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

Konon merancang nak buat tutorial malam ni.
Alih-alih bukak tumblr , got bored with my page's theme.
Browse through recent themes available.
Click. Click.
Tweak a bit the HTML codes.
Voila!

Hahaha. Sengal je abes masa untuk benda ni. =p

2007-2011.

2011-02-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

Someday when I look back at the past, i'll for sure miss this.

3 months.

Will goodbye be easy enough for us?

"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25,
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same,
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back,
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track,
And if you got something that you need to say,
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day."

잘가.

Fangirl.

2011-02-05T14:58:00.000+08:00

Maaf lah gaya fangirl sangat dah ni. HAHAHAHA Memang pun! ;p

Lama tak jumpa, sekali jumpa balik. *Boom!* Hensem meletup. Hihi Ok lah. Kang cakap banyak makin annoying pulak. Biasalah pompuan kalau tengah mood fangirl tu datang semua word bombastic puji-pujian keluar kang. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ^^

치아오!

EH. I mean "Ciao!"