Suffering sleepless nights recently.The last time such occasion occur was 5 years back and it lasted for months long.I know somewhere deep down there something is bothering me a lot but i'm just in denial. I am not happy, is the truth i need to choke on.

“And never give up hope of Allah’s soothing Mercy: truly no one despairs of Allah’s soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith." -12;87.