Sunday, July 17, 2011

After 2 is 3.

Alhamdulillah praise for Allah, whom Most Gracious, Most Merciful. I'm forever grateful that chances still been given to me to breathe into this life and to receive His many other countless favors. To think how sometimes I've taken His favors for granted , I don't deserved Your merciness my Lord. For that being said, I thank you Allah for every chance You had and still giving me.=`)

My parents whom still bear patiently and never give up on me. I'm sorry for everything i've done and will do. I can never be the perfect daughter you could ever wish for nor could ever ease your mind, i'm a troublemaker and will still be, but i'm working towards the better side of me as far as i could reach, InsyaAllah. I dont want to be the daughter who forsakes you when you need me the most =`(.

I find that family brings your heart home after all those bickering, scratching and cursing. It'll be a blatant lie if I never get upset, mad and frustrated with any of my siblings. The miracle thing about family is that you can always forgive and forget them despite of ANYTHING. We may not the type who share everything together but we certainly know the DO's and DONT's of each other. I feel like something is missing when i dont get to see them often, let alone being parted from any of them forever.(Al-fatihah to my late brother.)

When you get older, you don't only seek for those whom stick with you during your ups and downs. Isn't it just too selfish when you think of it? I mean, you stick to them just because they're willing to do so for you in the first place. I find that isn't the case anymore, surprisingly. I begin to realize that there's more to treasure, something more important. I'm not gonna elaborate more on this as I find it hard to put into words. It is rather safe to say that the good i see in the people around me has shaped up myself better and i'm still learning them- i hope i'll have the patience to learn each and everyone!

Lastly, let's put aside the serious tone for a bit, shall we?



To my future husband, I hope you'll consider using gps. Why it takes you so long to find me? haha


Yours sincerely,
Shaheera Rahim
17072011 @2.40am.

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